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| | Current Music: | Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment | | Subject: | God I'm bored | | Time: | 06:44 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/0000dq1y) bored |
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| I am really really really really bored so this is what I'm doing.
( A dumb survey ) | Comment   |
| "Leo, that's an erection. Either that or malaria. But don't worry, there's a pill for everything these days!"
LOL | | Comment |
| I'm kind of in love with The Vampire Diaries.
Damon is so f'ing creepy, and I love it.
Anybody else? | | Comment |
| | Current Music: | Young Frankenstein - The Brain | | Time: | 10:07 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/00041k4e) sad |
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| I want so badly to see the Young Frankenstein tour in Hartford, Connecticut.
Unfortunately, since I'm moving soon the last thing I can do is afford the $187 for two tickets.
Someone's idea for quick money plzkthx?
I wanna see it so bad :( | | Comment |
| I just realized I haven't posted here in a little while, so I'm going to come back strong with a really long ranty and depressing post. Sorry.
I've been really busy lately. Lots of shit has been coming about, like my cat got fleas and working on the new house and really a host of other personal drama that I'm sure you don't really want to hear about.
Right now I just wish people would say what they mean. Stop being vague, stop over-explaining, making excuses - just say what you mean in plain English and let that be that. I was never one to go out of my way to be overly sensitive about things, especially relationships.
I guess you could tell me I'm not really the average female (that's what I've heard), and it annoys me when people around me pick apart little things and feelings and make things more complicated than they are. Life is much easier in black and white. I try to eliminate all the grey areas I possibly can, but people are not making that easy for me right now. Just tell me exactly what's what, no beating around the bush, stop making me guess or hope or wonder or keep asking questions. Just say what you mean and mean what you say.
Regardless of my emotions being in the shitter lately, my physical fitness has taken to the tubes as well. My heart problems have returned in a very harsh way for the past week or so, and it sucks. Plus all of my headaches and eye problems keep coming back. I just feel like crap, as usual.
You ever feel alone? Well, obviously. But I mean the type when your surrounded by people, have friends and even a boyfriend in my case, but you just feel like other people don't get it? Like people just don't think the same way you do? That's the way I feel right now. I feel like I try so hard to make things easy for myself and the people around me, and then those people just come in and add all those grey areas and I get so confused. And I don't know what to feel. And I feel alone because everyone else seems to have their feelings in order and I don't, and I'm supposed to be the black and white one, I'm always the one who my friends say is laid back and fun and boyish and sometimes bitchy of course, but always the one who has their shit together. Who has all her marbles in one bag, you know? But now I don't feel that way.
And then I realized nobody even notices. | | Comment |
| | Current Music: | Metro Station - Shake It | | Time: | 06:06 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/00005e3x) annoyed |
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| So like, I ordered AWAKE on August 4th, and the e-mail told me "will ship in 2- 3 days". I haven't gotten it yet, but they told me to allow up to two weeks (even though its been 3 since I ordered it), so I wasn't too worried.
I checked on the status of my order today, and it still says "will ship in 2- 3 days". WTF?
If I don't get a response to my e-mail like today or tomorrow I'm just going to cancel and order from somewhere else. -_-
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| | Current Music: | L'Arc~en~Ciel - Drink it Down | | Time: | 08:29 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/00035s8d) naughty |
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Enjoy that.
Nobody's tongue can entrance me like Hyde's can. Have I ever told you how much I want him to come to New York?
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| | Current Music: | L'Arc~en~Ciel - Pretty Girl | | Time: | 09:17 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/0001432d) determined |
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| So, I started my Japanese learnin' today. Kuruma wa akai desu!
I'm excited. :) | | Comment |
| | Current Music: | L'Arc~en~Ciel - Black Rose | | Time: | 05:43 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/00011114) curious |
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So:
Team L(Ryuzaki) or Team Light(Kira)?
Go!
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| | Current Music: | Cascada - Evacuate the Dancefloor | | Time: | 07:37 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/0003g1h3) pissed off |
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| Noooooo they're remaking Battle Royale?!?!
What the fuck man!!
First I find out WB is doing a remake of Death Note (which I just saw, but I read the manga, and saw the anime, and its just wonderful), now New Line Cinema is remaking like one of the best Japanese movies ever!!
I've seen Battle Royale like a million times and its one of my favorite movies. It's wonderfully gory and sadistic but at the same time passes the theme of pacifism throughout the movie, and it's just great, and now Hollywood is going to ruin it. Just like they ruined Street Fighter and Dragon Ball, they're going to ruin these movies.
Yuck. Not looking forward to it.
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| | Time: | 10:48 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/00019x0d) achey |
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| So, I saw Death Note
Awesome movie. P.S. Don't watch the English Dub, watch the subtitles!
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| I'm feeling down today. Pretty much because my health has been in the green for like the past week and today it's just like all my pains decided to come back. My chest hurts. Ugh.
( i want to fly, waiting for sunlight )
So by the way, I played and beat Crisis Core: Final Fantasy 7 with Scott's borrowed PSP and it was so awesome!!! Zack. ;___; I'm so sad you had to die! But it was so great. A very good game. Play itttt. | | Comment |
| | Current Music: | L'Arc~en~Ciel - Seventh Heaven | | Time: | 07:46 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/000179hx) disappointed |
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| Yeah. I changed my layout. I'm a big fangirl.
PLEEEEEASE COME TO AMERICAAAA I WANT TO SEE YOU IN CONCERT SOOOOO BAAAAAAD YOU'RE THE BEST BAND EVERRRR | | 1 KISS~Comment |
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HYDE I LOVE YOUUU why can't you bring L'arc-en-Ciel to the United States. ;_; I have all your CDs!! (Ok, all of them except AWAKE but it's out of print and I don't have PayPalllllll DAMNIT. It was hard enough to get KISS.)
I'd die to see them live!!!
P.S. I loved you in Moon Child!
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| Okay, who wants my LG Xenon?
It's only about a month old. Brand new.
I know what you're thinking. No, there's nothing wrong with it. I bought it on a whim and it doesn't recieve my email from my primary account. Plus the buttons are too close together for my nails. And it only holds 150 text messages at once. The guy at the kiosk didn't let me test it before I bought it, so I was stuck, and I needed a phone. -_-
Please? Anyone? | | 1 KISS~Comment |
| So, I'm totally all out of order (I think) with the games I'm supposed to be playing. I STILL haven't finished inFAMOUS, I started a book, never finished my (third) Kingdom Hearts 2 play, and today I started Crisis Core.
I like inFAMOUS, I really do. I still think it's a great game, but I don't think I'm going to finish it until later. To me personally, it's one of those games where in the beginning you're like "Wow! This game is awesome!!" then progressively, it just takes more and more effort to get me to want to play. By the time I got (very) close to the end, I just lost interest in it. I don't know why. Assassin's Creed had the same effect on me, although I still think both are awesome games and would recommend them to anyone.
Now, I work until five, then I go home and battle with myself: save Riku and Kairi, read book 2 of Dune, or infiltrate Fort Tamblin? | | Comment |
| | Current Music: | Nickelback - that new song that I don't know the title of | | Time: | 08:21 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/00045ap5) sick |
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| I gotta update this thing more often.
So not much has been going on, I've pretty much been obsessing over Otakon lately. I have my Riku costume all hung up and ready, and I just finished the last of my Lois Lane costume today. I'm really excited, especially since I missed last year.
Things have been going semi- well with my health. I've been in and out of the doctor pretty much once a week since my seizure back at the end of April, but I'm not sure they're really getting anywhere. Echo and blood tests were good, as were chest x-ray and head CT scan. Just waiting on my 2 week holter monitor results. I guess I should be happy that they're all normal so far, but I'd like to know whats making me sick, eh? Constant debilitating anxiety attacks are not fun. And, you know, there's also the fact that they haven't found anything yet so I have a constant fear of doom over my head that I can keel over and die at any moment. Fun, huh?
Anyway, about Otakon. I have to pack, I haven't done any of that yet, which is a good idea. Usually I'm not a last minute person. I need to make a list of all the things I need to bring because I know I'm going to forget something. Ask Steph, I forget something every year. :P
Anyway, so I love boylove, and I just watched an old video of Sacha Baron Cohen giving Will Ferrell a big wet one at the 2007 MTV Awards. Amazing.
Anybody care to leave me some more random boylove videos? :) | | Comment |
| | Current Music: | Spectacular! - Your Own Way | | Time: | 01:15 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://pics.livejournal.com/quistis_gamgee/pic/0001y4ww) geeky |
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| So, I'm walking towards my sister's apt in Woodside and I pass a store that says "Gamer's Den"
The sign on the door says "CAUTION: We cause explosions, beat bosses, conquer sidequests, and slay dragons. ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK"
But it was closed. :( | | 1 KISS~Comment |
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