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Goodness shouts. Evil whispers.
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| | Current Music: | Spectacular! - Your Own Way | | Time: | 01:15 pm | | Current Mood: | geeky |
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| So, I'm walking towards my sister's apt in Woodside and I pass a store that says "Gamer's Den"
The sign on the door says "CAUTION: We cause explosions, beat bosses, conquer sidequests, and slay dragons. ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK"
But it was closed. :( | 1 Josh~Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Time: | 08:29 am | | Current Mood: | crushed |
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| I'm not ashamed to say I was crying my eyes out for most of last night.
Anybody who knows me, knows that my idol and mentor passed away yesterday.
If you think I'm lame for being really upset, well; sorry.
R.I.P. Michael. You will be missed, remembered, and even in death you will be celebrated. Nobody will ever rise to greatness as high as you have.
Love always, Jane | Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Time: | 06:33 pm | | Current Mood: | surprised |
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I went to High School with this kid. We sat next to each other in Marine Science, did projects together, AND HE WAS DEFINITELY NOT THIS SMOKIN' HOTT LAST TIME I SAW HIM. |
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| "Dude, there's no such thing as vampires!" "Yeah, Tommy; that means a lot coming from a WEREWORLF!" | Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Current Music: | Eminem - Kim | | Time: | 03:53 pm | | Current Mood: | exhausted |
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This is me really really fuckin' tired. | Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Current Music: | Michael Jackson - Blood on the Dance Floor | | Time: | 08:45 pm | | Current Mood: | venting |
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| I have this friend.
This friend used to be really close to me. We always sort of had this mutual attraction to each other. It usually remained unrequited, but remained good friends throughout the years.
After I got out of High School, I pretty much stopped talking to this friend. Not because we didn't like each other, but because we drifted apart. It happens, you know? People just grow apart after HS. It happens, it sucks.
A little while ago, this friend contacted me and told me they wanted to talk to me again, that they missed me. I missed them too. It's been years, right? Let's meet up. So we meet at Starbucks and talk about life, talk about how much we miss each other and how we should have kept in touch. We end the night with some pretty intimate hugging/kissing. Lot's of bottled up emotions, and admittance of the obvious that we've sort have been chasing each other since we met. It's a happy occasion. We agree to meet again.
..but not on a specific date. So there are a lot of texts. IMs. Messages asking when we're going to see each other and why you haven't bothered to keep in touch. We set a date, and meet again.
We meet at Starbucks again and end back at my place to watch a movie. We snuggle and cuddle, watch the movie, and stop things before they get a little too intimate. After all, we haven't seen each other in years and you don't want to go to fast, right? We agree to hang out again.
Except, we never do. I sent lots of IMs and text messages and they hardly get back to me. When they do, they're busy. I thought we were supposed to be friends again?
A while later I get a text message apologizing. They messed up, they really value my friendship. Please give me another chance, let's hang out. You're friendship means a lot to me.
Can anyone guess how long ago that was? You can also probably guess that we never did.
Should I give up? Should I be mad? | Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Time: | 10:17 pm | | Current Mood: | crappy |
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| I'm feeling really crappy lately. Stuffy head, arm and leg pain, back pain, heart pain, pain all over. I swear, I'd panic if I weren't about 85% convinced it was anxiety like my doctors say.
I just wish there was a day when I actually felt good. My days have just gotten shittier and shittier, I feel like my mental health is just going down the drain and taking my body along with it. So much crap has been going on with so much drama, I can't take it. Sometimes I just want to strangle the people I work with. I feel like I'm the only mature person in a sea of immature adults.
I'd drink my sorrows away tonight if I wasn't on medication and I didn't have work early tomorrow morning. | 1 Josh~Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Time: | 08:58 am | | Current Mood: | annoyed |
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| You know , I was checking Yahoo this morning and looking at some random pictures of celebrities, just red carpet photos that were new and wanted to check out. So there was this pic of a guy I didn't know with his boyfriend, and someone wrote a comment under it,
"&%\#* I HATE GAY PEOPLE THEY SHOULD ALL JUST DIE"
Things like this make me frown. | Oooh, Dancey  |
| 20 Random Questions
1.) You're hungry. What do you reach for? A chocolate-banana milkshake and a bag of Cheetos.
2.) What shoe size are you? 8
3.) Right now, I'm obsessing over: Team Kradam!
4.) - And last month, I was obsessing over: House
5.) When I get home from work, I: Take off my shoes and change into my pajamas. My work shoes are SO painful.
6.) I can't live without _____ every day. Coffee / my iPod
7.) Someone says, "You're sexy". You say: So are you ;)
8.) Like animals? I love animals!! I want to like own a farm.
9.) Beautiful, flamboyant, cross-dressing queer? Uh, sure! I love drag queens!
10.)Right now, I am listening to: She Works Hard for the Money by Kris Allen
11.) I think _____ is very attractive. Facial hair. Sean Flynn. Australian accents.
12.) Do you drive with both hands on the wheel? I drive with my right hand and usually hang my left one out the window.
13.) How are you feeling today? I feel kind of sick to my stomach actually, with a headache. I hope I'm not getting sick. :( Thanks for asking. :P
14.) When I was little, my favorite toy was _____. LEGOS!
15.) My guilty pleasure is: None of my pleasures make me feel guilty. Dorky maybe, but not guilty.
16.) What's the funniest thing you heard so far today? OH MAN. My mom: "You need to show me how to put new songs on my iPod. I'm tired of listening to the same songs over and over again." ... " ..Maybe I should take it off Repeat."
17.) I wish I knew how to: Play guitar!!!
18.) My favorite thing to wear is: Pajamas, most def.
19.) Doing anything fun this summer? Otakon! And... probably other things I haven't planned yet.
20.) You're at a bar. What do you order? Well if I'm at the Brickhouse I get Hurricane Kitty... everywhere else its Guinness/Budweiser. Or if it's a mixed drink you prefer, White Russians are my favorite. :)
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Lmao, so another thing that made me laugh today... I was playing inFAMOUS and I used my powers to heal this guy. So he gets up, turns to me and says "Props, dude. Mad props." xD That's just awesome.
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| | Current Music: | Adam Lambert - A Change Is Gonna Come | | Time: | 07:22 pm | | Current Mood: | lazy |
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| Finish my current FF8 play through then Resident Evil 5 then Heavenly Sword -> inFAMOUS then finally beat the stupid Prince of Persia epilogue then Crisis Core then finish Legaia 2 again
Yeah. So Heavenly Sword kind of sucked a lot, and I'm not going to bother to finish it.
I'm excited to start inFAMOUS. | 1 Josh~Oooh, Dancey  |
| Kris Allen won American Idol last night.
You know, I don't hate the guy, and I honestly really like his singing. What bothers me is that the reason that he won is probably just because he's not Adam Lambert. Kris is plain. He's married, he goes to church, he's an everyman.
Adam is flamboyant. He's a rocker, an entertainer, and can sing his face off better than any contestant I've ever seen.
That's what bothers me. Kris won because he's 'normal'. He won because Adam paints his fingernails black and dresses in drag sometimes. Kris won because Adam might be gay. Forget the fact that Adam is very obviously a much much more talented performer than plain-as-vanilla Kris Allen.
I'm getting so fucking tired of this country's stupid hang ups. You have no idea how much this annoys me.
American Idol? More like Christian Idol. | 2 Joshies~Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Current Music: | Kris Allen - Apologize | | Time: | 03:37 pm | | Current Mood: | creative |
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| piercedninj4: I'm so glad Gokey was voted off American Idol piercedninj4: You have no idea how excited I am! h4ppi3pi3m4n: Danny the Super Christian went bye bye! piercedninj4: Thank God. piercedninj4: pun intended h4ppi3pi3m4n: LOL! | Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Current Music: | Kris Allen - Come Together (cover) | | Time: | 08:41 am | | Current Mood: | annoyed |
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| Ok, everyone was telling me, "If you want somebody to play Resident Evil with, just play online." I kept saying how much I don't like doing that, but last night I gave in and turned off the Rogue setting so people could join my game.
The first person who requested to join was a little girl who didn't know what the hell she was doing, and should probably stick to playing Hannah Montana. The second person was a teenage boy with a headset who kept yelling at me what to do and where to go. After he joined my game.
So, I switched back to Rogue. Anybody else who tells me to play online, well... no! | 1 Josh~Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Current Music: | Adam Lambert - Play That Funky Music | | Time: | 11:16 am | | Current Mood: | thirsty |
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| | Anybody want to play Resident Evil 5 online with me? | 2 Joshies~Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Time: | 03:38 pm | | Current Mood: | accomplished |
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| So, here's what I think my gaming schedule will be.
Finish my current FF8 play through then Resident Evil 5 then Heavenly Sword then finally beat the stupid Prince of Persia epilogue then Crisis Core then finish Legaia 2 again
I think I'm good till like, September. At least we'll see, my schedule might be thwarted when Sims 3 comes out next month. | 1 Josh~Oooh, Dancey  |
| Omg.
I want to play Final Fantasy XIII like, now. | Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Time: | 03:03 pm | | Current Mood: | nostalgic |
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| You know what I miss?
When there were only 150 Pokémon. (and Mew) | Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Time: | 09:05 am | | Current Mood: | fat |
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| I've lost 7 pounds in three weeks.
Is that good? | Oooh, Dancey  |
| | Time: | 08:15 am | | Current Mood: | gloomy |
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| ..Was anyone else really really upset by last night's episode of House?
:( | 2 Joshies~Oooh, Dancey  |
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